I
miss
you!
Navigations above *points up*
I was born to tell you I love you...
I'm sorry I took so long...
for my baby;
Lady of perfection,
Do not be afraid.
You are not alone.
You have me to share your bed.
Lay the bed and set it up,
In crimson or in white.
Lay you down as so do I,
In brilliant blinding light.
If death comes for you.
Let it take me too.
Without you there is no life.
For I have life in you.
Ok, first and foremostly, Sheril and I are over. I ended it, three days after her birthday(9th December), when I got back from Love and Life camp(which was de bomb). I realized that I cannot be commited to her, and therefore I can't be with her. Sorry sheril, its true. don't get me wrong, I do love her, very much. Which is why I can't be with her. However, I asked sheril if it was ok that we stay good friends, and she said it was fine. She's just the sweetest creature alive. and STILL my baby.
Secondly, I've got a job at TGI Fridays, Ampang. so if you want to see me slave away in misery, come on down. but don't ever order dessert from me, because the waiters and waitresses make the desserts themselves, and i personally think whoever order desserts from me will just...regret.
Thirdly, I'm SEVENTEEN!! Well, I turned seventeen on the 6th, and its been great. Sheril took me out on the 7th,which was a Saturday, and it was just the two of us. It was quite special considering we've never gone on a date without a bunch of friends before. The closest we got to that was when we went to Mid Valley with Farah...but lets not talk about that. Anyway, about Saturday. Sheril had made reservations for a movie so she went to pick up the tickets. She got us the Twin Seats because she remembered I once said it'd be nice to sit there. She refused to tell me what movie we were watching till I pissed her off and she blurted it out. We were watching Moonlight In Tokyo, a Cantonese show. My first thought was....DIEEEEE!! and my mouth screamed SHERIL!!! Anyway, we went to Food Junction to have breakfast and then we went to the cinema. The movie turned out to be really good~!!! i really recommend it. They have english AND bahasa subtitles so no worries. there was this one Malay guy with his Chinese girlfriend there, and I was thinking how ironic it was that I'm with a malay girl and she's the cantonese speaking one.
After the movie Sheril dragged me all around the mall looking for an reasonably priced classy place to eat. In the end, we ended up in Manhattan Fish Market. The Garlic Butter Mussels there are like heaven. Dear God...I enjoyed it so much that I even packed home the sauce. The soft shell crabs were a bit of a dissappointment though. We talked and ate, well, I ate, sheril watched while picking at her Fish and Chips, in which she ate the fish but not the chips. Then Sheril paid, and then she insisted on going to Secret Recipe to buy me a slice of Blueberry Cheese cake to celebrate my birthday. I felt bad for going back to her parents' place empty handed, so I bought a Marble Cheese cake too. then we took a cab back.
the whole day turned out to be very expensive, and sheril blew the RM150 that was given to her. I really appreciated everything she went through to make the day go so well, and all the money she spent. I love her...