I
miss
you!
Navigations above *points up*
I was born to tell you I love you...
I'm sorry I took so long...
for my baby;
Lady of perfection,
Do not be afraid.
You are not alone.
You have me to share your bed.
Lay the bed and set it up,
In crimson or in white.
Lay you down as so do I,
In brilliant blinding light.
If death comes for you.
Let it take me too.
Without you there is no life.
For I have life in you.
Angelo: There's a difference. Between someone who makes you happy... and someone that makes you... complete.
Thats true, don't you think? No I haven't figured out who is who. I'm not sure if i have anyone that may even suit anyone that suits those two qualities! I'm not here to write who i've chosen or who I'm leaning towards... but... im just wondering. Who is it that makes me happy? And who is it that makes me... complete...? How should i know? Its one of those you'll know when you're ready kinda things but.... i wanna know now!
What is love? Love is something that connects us all. You love your friends... don't you? And you love your parents. But you don't love your friends the way you love your parents. And you'll never love your parents the way you love that special someone. I'm just another person looking for that special type of love. The type you can only get from that one person. I want someone I love... to love me the same way. I wanna get back what i gave. I want my special someone...
2.The sky (be it clear, hazy or whatever)
3.Get right, Jennifer Lopez
4.Walking
5.Basketball
6.Skool
7.........
I know i said 10 but i can't think of anymore, hahaha. I shall repost again when i have figured out three more things.
The recording's don't sound like him but they do... Haha. Its so hard to explain. But it still reminds me of him and what he's done with his life. He's given up his own personal life to go into the brotherhood. Thats something that takes a lot of courage...
He helped me alot. With my singing, my outlook on my studies and... other things... Thanks Bren... I know you can't read this but thanks for listening... It really helped when i had no one to talk to abt the situation... It didn't work out though... I wished it did though. Don't you? I feel so damn screwed up inside and you're the only person i could've talked to... the only person that could listen to me and understand... I miss you man... I need your help now... i know you can't read this but... i don't know...i guess i just need to get this out.
I need you to talk to me man... I'm... lost... so lost...
Look for me on endless plains of ocean and of grass.
Love that flowed the boundless seas that once had seemed so vast.
Wait for me on fields of gold till I've returned at last.
The endless shades of diamond blue shroud the crystal mind.
As lovers dance in poetry leaving rasionale behind.
Angels once magnificent through neverending years,
Are drowned in all mens sorrow and bleeding crimson tears.
The choices that we often make are often made too late,
The ending of a circumstance is never ruled by fate.
I love you now and always will,
And because of that I'll wait.
"Catalyst" By Aaron Teoh
Tell me what you think ya? Its all very imaginative, it means alot la but it may mean different to you. Lemme know!
Its always been me liking the girl, and me being some unnoticable loser, of course wouldn't even have much balls to talk to her much less ask her out. So i am very new at this thing. VERY. I'm an ass la basically. I just don't know what i want or who i love or whatever you want to call it. I'm just a very fucked up person.
I feel like such a fucker cos I've hurt a really really good friend, im hurting my gf in a way, im going to hurt someone if im not careful and i don't want to... i just do. If you knew my situation you'd tell me i was fucked up or you'd call me fucker. My friend has summed up my problem in three words... "you're a player...."
I guess in a way i am. Its not being perasan or anything cos believe me, being a player isn't something you wanna boast abt. Its very fucked up, serioiusly. I just need some advice here la... all of you ppl that read my blog and never say a fucking thing, will you just put a little extra effort into ur fingers and use your brains and give me some fucking advice?!?!?