I
miss
you!
Navigations above *points up*
I was born to tell you I love you...
I'm sorry I took so long...
for my baby;
Lady of perfection,
Do not be afraid.
You are not alone.
You have me to share your bed.
Lay the bed and set it up,
In crimson or in white.
Lay you down as so do I,
In brilliant blinding light.
If death comes for you.
Let it take me too.
Without you there is no life.
For I have life in you.
Yay! Prom's coming. Close man... close. Everyone seems to have a date, amzingly even me. Wow. Looking forward to it. I'm so bloody sure I'm gonng be so goddamn broke after prom. Sure hope i can save some money to go out after my exams. Got plans no money = not a good idea.
Aiah... mebe if i get my parents to pay for me and I pay for the girl then it would be ok la. Then at least i got some money to go out. Ooh! yay! My YKLS practice went really well. Had lotsa fun. Seems Cheryl Tan wants to help out in the YKLS concert (she's the reason i joined in the first place but she's taken a break for her PMR *sigh*) Urm... from wat i can tell i hv some 'friend support' for the concert although I'm not performing a solo or anything. Thats good. Kinda sad but good. But I don't think I'm good enough to do a solo anyway. Oh well. You live with wat u have. And I'm managing.
Anyway my dad just got back so I gtg or else I'll get caught and well generally not a very good idea. So ciaoz till my next post. Maybe tonight la. Bye!
We are now back in time. Oh the crappiness. Ok so yesterday i was supposed to go out with Vivienne. She asked me out then changed her mind cos she didn't want to disturb me cos my exams are coming. And they're really close. NOOOO!!!! Ok. So I didn't go out yesterday and just stayed home doing nothing for the WHOLE day. Then my parents had to go out and I got hungry. And my house being the empty shell that it is had no food to eat... oh the hunginess...
So I decided to boil and egg. The first was under cooked. Then it was taking too long to boil the next one so i put the egg into a bowl of water and put the whole thing into the microwave. Bad idea. It blew up. I set it fro 3 mins so I tried again for 35 seconds. And it still blew up. So i fially tried boiing it slowly and it was under cooked again so i just had a sandwhich. Sad.
Then my parents came back late but they bought me nasi lemak! yay! So after eating i packed my bag and realized i was supposed to be at Amcorp 15 minutes ago. AHHH!!! So i rushed of, met Ryan there and then we headed to a cyber cafe where a friend of his worked. So we got there and played GB. Then when we went back to his place (i was staying over) his dad bought food. So the instant noodles in my hand from 7-11 were wasted. Oh well.
Well i really like Ryan's hse. Its so nice and home-like and cosy and neat. I got my own room! It was a joint room through a bathroom that me and Ryan shared, but even having my own room, i spend the earlirer part of the night in his room fooling around. I was naked. Hahahaha. No la. I changed me shrit. That's all..
So after fooling around online (no porn) we were just talking and stuff. You know, abt our crushes and stuff then he decided to roll on me. It wasn't that bad. He's not as heavy as i thought. I mean he was heavy and i couldn't get up but i didn't feel much pain. Then i realized it was just his leg. Crap! So he rolled on me completely and we got into a would be wrestling competition. I lost obviously but we were really hyper. Ryan thinks its because his mom gave us and Excel to drink at dinner. Oh well.
So we continued talking and we decided to call up Jade. And good old Jade was awake. Yay! She was brushing her teeth though. oops? Oh well. So we just chatted for awhile then we said bye and then I was tired so i went back to my room and fell asleep.
~NEXT MORNING (TODAY) Sunday, Sept 26th, 2004
It took Ryan abt a half-an-hour to get me out of bed. hahahaha. oh well. So we went to "church". Hahaha. Kononnya, Actualy we went to the mamak stall near by. The hang out for some form 4 form 5 youths in a church that will remain nameless. So we ate then went back to church for his confirmation class and so I could meet Jade. Yay! We walked around for a bit before actually getting to class though.
So when we got there we found Cheryl! Yay! So we went inside class, Cheryl told the teacher some half-lie kinda thing and I was allowed to stay. Spent the whole lesson talking to Cheryl and Jade. Some Jackasses at the back of class thought they'd be funny byt throwing paper at me. Faggots. If they wanted to fight they could've just said so or punched me. But watever it is if they do it again I'll ask them to stop nicely and if they still don't then I won't feel bad abt letting Ryan and his friends take care of my problem like they almost did today. They might next week though. Oh well. Not my problem. WTV la.
So anyways back to wat I'm doing now. I'm currently listening to music and going to practice a song or two. AHH!!! Got YKLS (Young KL Singers) practice tomorrow. Well actually nothing to be worried abt. It's gonna be fun. Get to see my "sis" again. hahahaha.
Ooh! I may be staying over at Darren's hse (my sheep) for Mooncake festival on tuesday. Sounds like fun. Amazing but his mom actually invited me ...wow
Hmmm I think I shall stop now. Bye bye. And I think I'll close al my entires or at least include one stanza or so from one of my self-composed poems.
Urmmm for today i choose...
The winds of chance blow now and again,
Blowing strands of memory, thoughts and emotion.
The scent of the thoughtful wind drifts through, barely noticed, faint
But thoughts and memories are easily forotten.
So I've made this to help me remember,
To keep track and be remembered.
Hope you'll enjoy reading this through my messy fog,
Hope you'll enjoy reading this, my first entry into my Blog.