I
miss
you!
Navigations above *points up*
I was born to tell you I love you...
I'm sorry I took so long...
for my baby;
Lady of perfection,
Do not be afraid.
You are not alone.
You have me to share your bed.
Lay the bed and set it up,
In crimson or in white.
Lay you down as so do I,
In brilliant blinding light.
If death comes for you.
Let it take me too.
Without you there is no life.
For I have life in you.
On saturday, i wake up EXTRA early (8.15) so i can get ready and leave the house ON TIME so i can reach sheril's place at 9.30 like planned. I thought i was late but i actually managed to get there on time! 9.30 sharp! Then to my utter horror, sheril wouldn't wake up... Sigh. So i spend almost half an hour in the lrt station cos standing outside her door would've been just as boring but twice as awkward. Imgine la. A teenager, standing in a corridor (most likely sitting) and waiting by a closed door for god knows how long. They might've called the cops! Haha.
Anyway, she wakes up in the end and i go up and wait another 25 mins or so for her to get ready and off we go to MidValley! We were the earliest surprisingly. We met up with one of sheril's friends. Syifah i think her name was. Anyway, we met up, i had a bite to eat and then arisha and
Kaneges show up. We then go walking around and its pretty funny cos well... i gave sheril the ring before arisha and Kaneges showed up and we were snuggling when they showed up. Or even before that la... So we're back together again... =D Waiting pays of... its all worth it.
Anyway, we went walking and they went shopping a bit and then boon dat shows up. Yes, weird that boon dat is gonna be coming with us, but we had an extra ticket. Well we watched Saint Ange. GODDAMNIT IT WAS A WASTE OF MY GOD GIVEN FREE TIME AND PARENT GIVEN MONEY!
Sheesh! It was BAD! But then, good company salvaged wat would've been a movie train wreck. AFTER the movie, we went shopping summore and in the end, i followed sheril back and had dinner there (buka puasa, not for me la. for me it was just dinner) then i had to leave for church cos i had practice that ALSO went really well. In the end, i got home, late, tired and dirty, cleaned... And you know wat?? I typed everything but the blasted post got lost so now im lazy to type again. I'll type it tomorrow la.Sheesh. Stupid comp...
Anyway, after all that (we didn't buy anything, my mom thought better of it and decided that she was going to drag my dad there next time along with Maggie, my cousins friend from china, hehe, our personal translator), we went to The Reject Shop after that. I saw a couple of shirts and t-shirts that looked pretty good but not good enough. Haha. Too common. I ended up getting a t-shirt that says "Anarchy', a nice pull over jacket (this was a smaller more rugged looking one cos the one i wanted was onli sized XXL) and a Billabong shirt (a little big but ok), all this for hmm... lets see... they cost 19.90, 33.90 and 36.90 respectively. Cheap eh? Hehe. I have decided, from now on, my shopping is going to be done in The Reject Shop for 3 reasons.
1) Its cheaper than most places
2) Its ORIGINAL (just rejected)
3) And because there is a very small chance that I'll find someone else wearring the same thing. Haha.
Anyway, thats all i can think of. I'm gonna be posting up a friends composition he wrote for his English exam soon. No it ain't good. But his grammar is so utterly bad that its funny. HAha. Wait and check it out urself.
1) Ok, I HAVE to start with this! Whenever i had to take medicine when i was younger it took FOREVER! My brother once said, "by the time you finish ur medicine, it'll be time for the next dose..."
2) Whenever my uncle cooks. He owns a Thai restaurant in city square, opposite ampang park, Lower Ground floor. Narng Fa or something like that. Its really good and you should go check it out. Anyway, whenever he caters or cooks for family reunions he cooks for an ARMY! I'm serious! There has never been a family gathering where food was not taken back in less than 10 packets. I swear~!
3) Pigging out in Cherating! Check out my friendster profile, the pic is there. It was me, ryan, william and gary sitting alone at a table for 10. So its onli the four of us with a table full of food. We crammed down the bread, loaded with butter and eaten with soup. Then we discovered crabs, lamb and potatoes. We grab as much as we can and chow down. We drown our lamb cutlets in Black Pepper sauce which we later realized went really well with bread. And we basically dumped a ton of bacon chips on the potatoes (halal, hahaha) And then before we even got a chance to finish our food, ryan takes more and gary loads the table with desert. I swear, us four filled the whole table with food and we were the onli ones on the table... Oh yea, that was good...
4) I really have to scratch my head for this one... okok. McDonalds in Bangsar Shopping centre. That was the FIRST time i actually had a lengthy conversation with Valentine. It was during the Beat It, Sing It practice. I was ordering and i turned around to see where the other ykls ppl were sitting and then i saw her right behind me. I said hi and then i ordered a fillet o fish set. But i had to wait for the burger so i stood aside to let Valentine order. The day before, i had just said my first proper sentence to her which was asking her why she went back early two nights ago. Seems her voice was on the fritz. Anyway, now when she was ordering i struck up a conversation again regarding her voice and then my burger came and her food came at the same time, i was abt to turn away when she said "do you wanna get a table together?" And i was like... "....." and in my head i was screaming "SAY SOMETHING" and after what seemed like an eternity, i said "yea sure." and we sat down alone and never had a burger tasted so good. Hahahhaa.
5) Ok. Once more, McD's in Bangsar Shopping centre. That was the place me and sheril always ate at during the Four Seasons. I remember going there with her for the first time. It was really awkward. I didn't know what to do and she was determined not to be found out by the ppl sitting with us. More and more ppl came and it just got in the way of a would be romantic evening... as romantic as it can get at a McD's la. Haha. Anyway, I was TRYING to make the best of the evening but it didn't quite work out. What was even more screwed up was the fact that i was too scared to even BE with her in the Actors Studio... so that day didn't go very well. To make things worse i didn't even get to say goodbye to her properly. Anyway we talked abt it that night and the next day we were having some food there again, but this time we were alone and it was alot better. That was when i reached under the table and held her hand cos she seemed very tense. That was the first time i held her hand and even though it was such a small simple gesture... I'll never forget it. That was the day i first held her close and kissed her. Yup. All the firsts happened on that day and it started with holding her hand while eating at McD's. I love McD's... hehe. But most of all I love my baby... muakz. So so much...
I tag... YOU! Yes YOU! YOU who is reading this! Hehe.
True our relationship wasn’t exactly bliss,
How things change only time can tell,
But not all of us can adapt very well…
I can’t lie about what I felt before,
I can’t say I ever truly walked out that door,
I can’t lie about what I feel now,
I believe in us, someway somehow…
I love you more than I thought I did,
It wasn’t a lie or a fib,
I don’t know how this came to be,
At one point it seemed so unlikely…
We met in such an unusual way,
On that festive night of day,
You “saw” me and I “saw” you,
And both asked, “who are you”?
God sent you on that day,
And just as you went away,
He brought you back as you were astray,
And made sure that you would stay…
A promise of a lifetime can’t be broken,
Even if it remains unspoken,
The bond between us will never break,
No matter how much our hearts may ache.
(By Tengku Sheril and Aaron Teoh 2005')
This is a joint poem by me and sheril. She did most of the work though. Haha. She doesn't think it came out very well but i think its ok. What do you think?? Its very meaningful and well... it just holds alot of memories and stuff la... Tell me what you think.
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